i realized im a bit of an idiot sometimes. just that i get away with it a lot of the time. doesnt make things alright though. ah well. maybe should try to improve myself. and not be a pest to everyone else=)
my foot is irritating me like mad. i think its a overstretched muscle in my foot. but the point is the pain sets in when i stretch to shoot the ball. guess i should go and see a doctor. try and live through the pain through at most half more of a training. den ask for help from low. hope he knows enough about these kinda things. i hate being injured. makes u reflect on how much u take a simple act like kicking a ball for granted. im going insane i tell you.
school's getting more and more bearable. though the workload is hard to bear, cuz im so tired when i get home everyday. though i like go school with a sian sian mood, there are less things now in school that put me off, or rather to ruin my day totally. for there's a friendly smile or wave down every corridor. dunno lar. maybe everyone in rj is becoming slightly friendlier. or im going crazier. ask my class ppl. they'll know i guess. but. getting used to life in rj. not hating it anymore. not wondering as much ' what could have been'. guess elder wee was right in saying. dont live the life of ' what if? ' rather. live the life of ' what now?'
getting myself to be more optimistic is hard indeed
guess im much better off than i thought. just that i chose not to see it. bah. someone knock my head please. and make me do my work. i have a life of my own. i guess=)
never stop looking. for they never stop appearing!
singapore idol is very interesting...
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